Need a dirt road.
Not to be confused with Makes Me Want to Take a Backroad. Which is a great song and true to. Can relate to that as well. But for now …
When I wrote this it was about 1am and I was trying to unwind. Had been a long day. Have had a lot of them lately. So was listening to music late at night. And dreaming about how wonderful it would be to just get in the car and take a road trip to one of my favorite places on the face of this earth, Big Sky Country.
Some random thoughts:
Am loving right now, the Band Perry (along with throngs of others, I know). Have been working on learning All Your Life on the guitar and Backroad from above (but not sure how that song sounds with a chick singing it) along with a bunch of others including a few from one of my favorite bands, Little Jane and the Pistol Whips who I believe are out of Bozeman, MT ..
Talked with the Cowboy for just a few minutes tonight on the video phone. He was wiped out and was falling asleep as he was also playing guitar. He figured he better call it a night before it was lights out either way in the armchair.
It’s Rodeo Bible Camp week in SD. Heard some fun stories last night and was only the first day of camp. Already done with school, the kids are with him for their first full week – he’s bummed they don’t have more down time together, but they seem to be having run regardless. The four of them seem so happy to all be together for an extended period of time, and the kids that they are getting to go to camp with their dad. One of the twins, who until now, has had a tough time getting his rope going in the right direction, gave us a demonstration this morning that he’s got it down and can now do it the way he’s supposed to. Nothing like the look on a kids face when they realize they’ve learned something and really got it down, and they can now work on improving that skill. Priceless.
Talked with my own daughter for a bit. She’s still in school but excited there is now officially less than a week left for the 2012 academic year. They had picnic lunch today and a presentation of poster boards they put together on a state. Remember doing those? She, no surprise, had Montana. She really wanted me to see a couple others, including the boy’s that she has a crush on and her friend who had South Dakota. To which she excitedly made some comments about the state, the Cowboy and possible life changes. I gave her a squeeze, smiled and told the sweet girl who’s project we were looking at great job, and we moved onto the next.
As if I don’t have enough to do .. my workouts are suffering over getting other things that ‘need to get done, done.’ Think I need to find a triathlon this summer and start training. That usually helps, but I’m not motivated. Wanted to go to the gym for a swim tonight (last night). Feeling like schlep that I chose not to and had glass of wine instead while going through paperwork and watching Wisconsin’s historic recall election results and speeches come in.
Feels like trying to get caught up is a never-ending battle. Or trying to fit everything in, between family, friends, work, each other, etc etc etc .. is never possible without disappointing someone. The Cowboy and I are trying to figure that out .. as we have events, graduations and various other commitments in towns hours apart this weekend for family and good friends, all of whom are important to us. But that we know we can’t spend enough time with. How do you juggle successfully? Or, do you even try?
Is that ever possible anymore? Feeling caught up? Fitting everything in. Getting things done? Feeling like the important thing are taken care of so that you can take care of yourself, or your/our family in this case? We know we could be so much better if we could all be under one roof.
But because for now, that’s not the case ..
Spent awhile last night trying to find the comfort of a dirt road or a small town in the middle of, if not South Dakota with the Cowboy .. Big Sky country (Even Bayfield will do, where I took the photo of my daughter and the Cowboy, below.) .. in my mind at the very least, since it’s the best I can do at the moment. Looking at a big open sky. Feeling the gravel and dirt below my feet. Not seeing anyone or anything for miles. Feels like there’s room to again breathe.
That whatever it is on the to-do list or that has me stressed isn’t all that big a deal, in fact, it’s small in the grand scheme of things. And the busyness of the day-to-day is my/our choice.
Maybe I just need a good session of yoga or a massage. But I like the dirt road theory.
Dirt roads usually take you somewhere more simple. More quiet. Calm. It all re-grounds me. And has me coming back at it all again today, refreshed.
I like your theory my friend. Dirt roads are home.
I didn’t realize you both play guitar! Love that! My favorite nights are when we all gather around the porch and break out the guitars. Something so soothing about acoustic guitar on a country evening that makes the fact that I never get caught up seem not so bad! 🙂